Hi little One
I wanted to talk to you, and tell you how much I love you already, which is strange because I've not met you, you don't know I exist and you're certainly not growing inside me. BUT i can truly feel you growing in my heart and it suddenly dawned on me, you're out there somewhere.
You don't know this but soon fate will do its magic and we will be together, I'm not sure how soon but I know I can't wait. Can't wait to meet you in person for the first time, can't wait to play with you, can't wait to hold you in my arms with Your Dads arms around us both (he's got big arms) can't wait to explore all the new things with you, forests, beaches, puddles, sticks, mud.. Can't wait to read to you, can't wait to tuck you up at night and kiss you on the head.
You might find it all strange, confusing, upsetting and scary at first, I understand, and I will try to understand forever. I want you to know that I've thought about what is right for you very very hard. Adoption is no fairy tale. It makes me so very sad that it had to come to this and I truly wish that your birth mother could have looked after you properly, maybe it wasn't her fault, maybe she couldn't get the support she needed, maybe she feels angry that you have been taken away. I know she loves you and that's what makes it hardest for me. What helped me know that you being with us is the right thing is to always ask myself the question 'what is best for you', you deserve a family who is bursting with love and admiration for you, a family who truly believes you are the most special little wonder on earth, a family who can care for you and meet your ever changing needs, a Mum and Dad who can put themselves last because they know that is what being a parent means.
You are so loved already, and I wanted to let you know, because everyone deserves to enter the world with this sentiment. You may not have heard it yet, but I'm putting out there for you so it exists and so I know that you have it.
You are loved.
I wanted to talk to you, and tell you how much I love you already, which is strange because I've not met you, you don't know I exist and you're certainly not growing inside me. BUT i can truly feel you growing in my heart and it suddenly dawned on me, you're out there somewhere.
You don't know this but soon fate will do its magic and we will be together, I'm not sure how soon but I know I can't wait. Can't wait to meet you in person for the first time, can't wait to play with you, can't wait to hold you in my arms with Your Dads arms around us both (he's got big arms) can't wait to explore all the new things with you, forests, beaches, puddles, sticks, mud.. Can't wait to read to you, can't wait to tuck you up at night and kiss you on the head.
You might find it all strange, confusing, upsetting and scary at first, I understand, and I will try to understand forever. I want you to know that I've thought about what is right for you very very hard. Adoption is no fairy tale. It makes me so very sad that it had to come to this and I truly wish that your birth mother could have looked after you properly, maybe it wasn't her fault, maybe she couldn't get the support she needed, maybe she feels angry that you have been taken away. I know she loves you and that's what makes it hardest for me. What helped me know that you being with us is the right thing is to always ask myself the question 'what is best for you', you deserve a family who is bursting with love and admiration for you, a family who truly believes you are the most special little wonder on earth, a family who can care for you and meet your ever changing needs, a Mum and Dad who can put themselves last because they know that is what being a parent means.
You are so loved already, and I wanted to let you know, because everyone deserves to enter the world with this sentiment. You may not have heard it yet, but I'm putting out there for you so it exists and so I know that you have it.
You are loved.